Failed Projects and Creative Culls…

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Noir Hotel Portrait – Taken on iPhone – October 25th 2015.

I hate admitting defeat. I hate giving up. But as far as my work goes if I feel something isn’t working or that something’s having a negative impact on my work I’ll always pull the proverbial plug. And that’s what I have to do here… The 365 Project just wasn’t for me. It’s changed the way I shoot – I shoot more, undoubtedly, but it wasn’t working. It just didn’t sync with my own creative process.

I don’t “share” photographs easily. I think about it and probably overthink it – before I post anything. This was my trouble with the 365 project. I went to Birmingham for a few days last week. I came back and there was about 5 photographs on my iPhone that I really liked and wanted to share. The trouble? I had to dwindle it down to 1. But then, the next day (I took a day off) I didn’t really have anything so I had to settle for some half arsed snapshot I went out to take. That’s the part that will never work for me. I feel it degrades the integrity of the photography. It’s sharing for the sake of sharing.

Ive changed the website to better reflect what I want to achieve. I want it to be a kind of photographic journal. The same kind of imagery; iPhone shots of things I see, concepts and portraits etc. But now I no longer feel restrained by the ‘what’ and ‘when’ I post. I still plan on updating the site frequently – at least 4-5 times per week but I’ll be a little more methodical with it. It will hopefully now be a site that I feel reflects me and my work.

Anyway, I’d love to get your thoughts on this, so please take a look at the site at: http://beebee-see.tumblr.com/

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Beebee 365

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I’ve finally decided to take the proverbial plunge and do the 365 challenge. Each day, for a year I’ll upload an image shot that day. I think it will mostly be stuff shot on my iPhone – some conceptual pieces, some portraits, some behind the scenes images and a host of randomness. I know this isn’t a new concept by any stretch of the imagination but hopefully I can do things a little differently… You can follow my 365 project by clicking here.

Also just a quick note to say my website has had a redesign so please feel free to check it out by visiting carlbeebee.com

That’s it for now… Stay safe…

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Trash Tuesday – The Film Stills

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As mentioned in my previous post; I’ve recently been working on a new project. ‘Trash Tuesday – The Film Stills’ is now all available to view on my website. There’s 25 images plus an artist statement. Please take a look if you get the chance by clicking here.

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Speaking of my website, it’s had a bit of a facelift. With a new landing and home page we’ve also added a ‘news’ page and updated the other pages. The site should now be faster and more accessible on mobile devices… Please view my site by clicking here.

Fade To Black…

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‘Fade To Black’ by Carl Beebee. Click on image for high res version.

Fade To Black is a series of self portraits that explore and recreates the initial, early days of separation and divorce.

The depression, loneliness, confusion and drinking that engulfs your life to a point where you feel like an outsider staring in at your own world – your own movie…

These images (others added to carlbeebee.com soon) portray the moments in the darkness – the time where reflection is essential.

They portray an ending. A final scene. The fade to black moments.

Cinematic

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The image above is from a new project I’m working on. It doesn’t yet have a title but I’m hoping to end up with 15 images that all have a “cinematic” feel to them. To help this I’m only intending on using the natural light available for each photograph. Hopefully I’ll be able to upload more on here very soon…

On a side note I just want to mention (and recommend) Custom SLR – they have sent me some real cool gear including the most comfortable and functional camera strap I’ve ever used. I really do urge all photographers – amateur and professional – to check out their products here.

You can see a couple of their products in the photo below.

Thanks for reading/looking.

Carl.